Archive for August, 2005

Este Es Loco August 29th, 2005

Phil Martin

So after being in one wedding and waiting one wedding recently, I have come to the conclusion that weddings are crazy no matter what. It is just a fact of life.

Saturday evening we hosted a wedding here at the Word of Life Inn, and well, five and a half hours for one meal (the reception) is just insane!

Running around, being glared at by photographers because you are in the way, pulling your hair out cause the bride wants iced tea, and well, we ran out, hopping electrical cords while carrying trays with 13 drinks, dodging kids and girls in white dresses, guys in suits and the grandmother of the bride…..YeEah!

So I am glad that I don’t have to that again anytime soon. No dinner tonight, and day off tomorrow will be sooo nice.

Peace out ya’ll, I am going to catch a quick nap before I have to be at work in half an hour.

Craziness. Not enough sleep to go around.

SIGH

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Mas Interesante August 25th, 2005

Phil Martin

The other day I met another Philip Martin (although his name is spelled with 2 l’s). His birthday is March 13th. He is about 10-14 years older than me, though.

Weird, huh.

God threw away the mold, but kept the name.

And I met a guy from Papua New Guinea, and his friend who is Pastor in Kainantu. Really Exciting, we had a joyful conversation over finding wontoks in America. This guy will be attending another year at the BI, so I may get to know him more.

Cool Stuff.

Phil

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Another Day Gone August 25th, 2005

Phil Martin

Black shoes shined, white shirt pressed. Got my pad and pen, Come on in I will smile and hide myself “Can I get you a drink?” Rather you weren’t here Just go away. You don’t know me Couldn’t really care who I am.

Sailing the stormy seas Doing what it takes to stay afloat. My room is empty and quiet. Where are the songs, the lovely melodies? Banned and barred from my soul They are not approved And so my soul dies The silence is deafening. What the h***? I just don’t understand.

Sinking lower than before, I feel I will not make it to port Isolated,

Where are you, the ones I love? Why must life be like this? Who ordained that I should thus Endure This hell?

Can it get better? Will it? What am I holding on for? Is there a reason? “Is there a reason?!” I scream my defiance to the skies. Anger fuels my heart Fire drives. I lace up my shoes, Black as the depths.

Pasted smile over wasted heart. Another day gone, The sunrise comes tomorrow So I can live this life again Rat in the wheel Going nowhere.

I look up into the sky And gather breath to Scream obscenities When I see my Savior.

He is standing, shining through my Bleak horizons. One hand shows where I have come from The paths where He has led Blessings bestowed Joy given Sins banished. Another hand shows the path ahead, And though I can only see the next step My Jesus walks ahead.

Another day gone New Mercies come in the morning. I close my eyes. Christ’s hand rests on my head. I will sleep to pass the night In the morning I will Awaken the Dawn!

Another Day Gone Another Will Come Full of promise Encompassed by God High King of Heaven He who sticks closer than a brother Walks beside me, Leads me Covers my back. I cannot falter, When I stumble He picks me up. Whispering in my ear, He places a song in my heart.

Ever will I praise Him! Ever will I sing unto Him! Another Day Gone Blessed be the LORD!

…my heart is heavy, so many emotions, so many tears, so many sorrows, so mighty a God…

Peace

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Update August 23rd, 2005

Phil Martin

Greetings.

I apologize to all of you who actually read this thing, because I haven’t updated in a while.

To sum up, I came back from PNG (Yes, those of you who read know this.) I worked at Word of Life Ranch after seeing Joe get married. (I think I mentioned this.)

And now, my computer crashed again (again the harddrive, which means more stuff unrecoverable, I swear, I am going to back up everyday when I get a new hardrive in my laptop.) (NEW INFORMATION) To circumvent the ailing hard drive in my laptop, I purchased an 80 GB FireWire External harddrive, so at least I can use my computer, and am looking for a replacement internal hardrive. Hopefully I can find one for cheap enough that will still last and not fail for me. The search continues…

So I am working at the Word of Life Inn now for Summer Work Program which runs during the four or so weeks between now and classes at the Word of Life Bible Institute. This week I will be working wait staff, which means I get to wait on tables (“Yes, Phil, we know…”).

I cannot seem to get out of Nate’s foosteps. Though I am most like Joe, I seem to follow Nate wherever he goeth. So far I have followed him to Triple R Ranch, Bayside Library, Word of Life Ranch, and now the Inn as wait staff, and soon to the Bible Institute. Oh well. At least, if you are going to follow a man, one should follow a great man, or at least one worth following.

I, too, am following Nate as a photographer, as during his graduation yesterday yours truly got to take pictures (with Nate’s nice Digital Rebel) and he said I actually took some nice pictures.

Other than that, I am not doing too much, just hanging out. I am kinda exhausted from the summer at the Ranch, and was thrown into working here at the Inn, but through God’s grace and strength, I am sure that I will survive. (Pray for me anyway, I could use it.)

I saw, before coming to Word of Life country, Batman Begins and Star Wars Episode Three: Revenge of the Sith.

First, Batman Begins was amazing. Forget those sick, lamo Batman flops of the 90′s. In the Zed’s, Batman is back, and is way cooler, and so more believable. Half the movie is spent with Bruce Wayne and who this guy is. We explore his anger, self-hatred, and journey to vigilante status. We learn that his equipment is military prototype stuff, and such is less gadgety and more real world. Excellent movie.

Second, Revenge of the Sith is dark. Way better than the limping Phantom Menace and Attack of the Clones, though the intimate dialouge still could have used some help. The best factors for me was that both Hayden Christensen and Natalie Portman no longer look like teenagers; the depth and character study of Anakin, and the wrap-up/tie-in with the original trilogy. In this last Star Wars film, Anakin Skywalker followes his rage and hurt down the last of the slippery slope towards the dark side. Plagued by doubts and haunted by the fact that he does not have enough power to fully protect Padme, Anakin listens to Chancellor Palpatine as he glamourizies the Dark Side. At a critical moment, Anakin fully betrays the Jedi he has distrusted for six years, and becomes Darth Vader. In the only PG 13 Star Wars, Anakin helps destroy every last Jedi Knight (including, chillingly, the younglings). So good was this movie is that I almost forgot that Anakin was going to turn to the Dark Side, and believed for a brief moment that he would bring Palpatine to justice. Alas, history cannot be changed and the stage was set for A New Hope. Obi-Wan Kenobi hides the infants Luke and Leia, and Palpatine institutes the First Galactic Empire. “So this is how Republic dies.” – Senator Padme Amidala. I thought this movie was at the same level as Empire and Jedi, it was that good. Some (like Joe) disagree with me, but I am a Star Wars hard core fan, so I don’t care. (The soundtrack is one of the best, too. Unlike Lucas, I think John Williams has steadily gotten better.)

My life goes on, and so much that I wish I could share.

I miss everyone, especially my parents, my amazing sister, and all my bratas and susas bilong PNG bilong mi.

Set Course for the Sunrise, guys,

“I will see you again. But not yet. Not Yet.” and though this causes me such pain, I must feel my heart bleed and remember “The good times gone, and that stupid fun, all that stuff we’ve done.”

Peace.

the StormRider (at this point, I do not feel very indefatigueable.)

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