Its finally decided to get cold here, and it appears to be making up its mind whether or not to snow. No more snow would be fine with me, as would a warm up. Either way, I really haven’t any control over the situation.
This weekend is another of work. I am already tired going into it, will be interesting. Monday is a Valentine’s Banquet, and Tuesday is a day off. Both Mon and Tues I will work, putting more money towards the ole school bill.
This week we have been studying in I Corinthians. So much there and God has been challenging me every class. Told a friend “Its like I am chewing all through class” just thinking and praying. I am considering many things concerning the direction in which I want to take my life. Discerning how best to develop talents and use gifts. At every turn I am being confronted by how inadequate I am for the task of simple living. Many times as I think through all the implications of what I would like to do, I often become overwhelmed, and cry out to God. “Take my life, Lord, whatever you want me to do, I will do it. Not my will, but Yours, Lord,” seems to be a constant prayer. I get excited about aspects and my imagination runs, but then I stop, and consider if what I want to do is for me, or for God.
Our guest lecturer for Corinthians is a pastor, and every part of what he teaches is heartfelt and real. Always he calls us to consider ministry in whatever we do, and his strong exhortation is to include the gospel every time we speak publicly. It is a hard call, and a real consideration. Not all of us are to be pastors or evangelists, but in whatever we do we must seek to win others to Christ, to live a witness for Him, and to share the good news of His death and resurrection to save us from the eternal damnation we had chosen. It is extremely thought provoking.
Just today we were discussing Biblical sexuality, marriage, and started on spiritual gifts. Like Peter Parker, we are told as Christian “Spider-Men” “With great blessing comes great responsibilty”. The admonition to wait on God’s timing and will is strong. Last night in devotions we were told to wait on God. Our example was Jacob, who during a famine kept digging wells and losing them to conflict, but God promised to sustain him and eventually brought him to a place where there was no dispute over water. No matter what, God will provide.
A lesson that well I know. It seems so long ago that I sojourned from Norfolk, Virginia, bound for Florida, and Papua New Guinea. Now it is unbelievable that it all lies before me, with college looming ahead. But so many times as I look back, I see God’s hand, that looking ahead, I can catch glimpses of His invisible hand at work.
Take care, everyone who reads.
Peace and grace of God to you.